5月16日 — life so far
I really wanted to make a little review of what my year has been so far:-) So. Friend crush from last year? We share a lot of classes this semester and have grown closer! Which is so cool because we get along so well it's insane!!
Also she introduced me to her (HUGE) group of friends! Very nice people lots of new personalities to the record I am still getting used to it... But I'm glad I'm meeting new people and getting along with them.
In exchange, my grades have gone lower, unfortunately :( Which is honestly fine but it caught me off-guard and now I have to try to get better cause at this rate I may lose the scholarship and that worries me lots!!!
I wish I was better at comforting people cause my friend's grades have also gone lower and she's having a harder time about it. I wish I could help her in some way it really pains me to see her like that!!!
I turned 18, actually my birthday was a mess I spent it on a hangover that lasted the whole day and ruined my mood I felt so empty and depressed and stinky I was literally rotting in bed :( terrible day for me... I got really scared I'd try something dangerous cause I was really feeling super down...
But we're living better days now, I'm really really thankful for all the nice friends I've made this year and I hope to keep them x) Also I had my first cigarette, it wasn't as cool as I thought like I didn't even feel it but maybe it was because I was too drunk lol ......
But yeah! I'll add on if I remember something, so far the year is going in a very interesting way, and I'm ready for everything its got for me!!! Let's all have a good May :-)