10月23日 — melancholic monday night! no one gets my artistic vision in this class
girl if someone tells you to act then act properly! i love my friends. i'm never acting with them again or i'm seriously ending it all idk IDK MAN hey. hey guys today went very well actually im just being petty about a class activity. we had to come up with something to act rq and we created a very nice script! yet when the time came i was the only one doing his part and it infuriates me cause the rest could've done it if they tried but they were laughing the whole time😭 ohhhh i hated it. after we finished when the teacher gave her feedback she said she only got who i was and couldn't figure out who the rest was supposed to be. our teacher said we should go to theatre classes because we were terrible and they kept laughing i felt so ashamed gahhhhhh.
okay tantrum over. im passionate about acting i love the theatre i wish it wasn't so cringe to others. i wish i had the chance back in high school to act more but my school didn't care much abt that :P anyway, today was good! i overexerted myself a lot though. i've been super extra tired after writing all that and my head hurts a lot but that was only at the end of the day my morning went well and i had a nice lunch:) and a nice dinner:) I wrote this as my day went by and i feel better now. expect another post very soon i feel very talkative and reflective today!